If you have the feelings of the world
On that day, my wife drove to pick her unit, the wife of 40 years old at a hospital when the Division Director. Into the International Hotel, the wife was going in the decoration of the magnificent hall, some uncomfortable, walking together hesitate. To the restaurant and saw a lot of my friends, the gentlemen andLaipeople that she has become more and more uncomfortable. Read some of her anger at me, I know I made a mistake, should not take her to this, the moreFriends to participate in such business. Me and his wife seated, the feast would begin. Road dishes up together, we take turns Propose a toast, his wife used to take her knife hand side is obviously not very accustomed to wine, especially between the clumsy show of hands. Propose a toast to a small film, I try to pretend as if nothing had happened like the introduction to his wife, the wife looked up at her and looked at me, and some panic hesitate hastily stood up, hands also wallpapera result, theglass, sprinkle wine clothes on, a small video for his wife, hastily wiping.
Are drink, begin their singing karaoke U.S. OK, I see his wife and some bad, let the small shadow to take care of everyone left behind, with his wife ahead of me. She drove me to visit my company. His wife sitting in the car, thought to say Your girlfriend better than I imagine they are also beautiful, also talent, especially the small shadow, even a woman can not help but want to read all of her many watch several times. No wonder, you talented, talented woman loves a man, and Make friends with you heart, if there is an afterlife, I would rather you make friends, not his wife.
I said could have been so pleased with you. For so many years and numerous requests from my friends for dinner,almost all the big hotels, but you have never been invited, I39m always busy, and his son are pushing house Here you are. Over the years I owe you too much. you birthday today, I want to let you enjoy the good. his wife39s face shows a trace of suffering. This day of everyone she said Happy Birthday , then, but 40-year-old to a woman, the happiness will not be double the 20-year-old birthday.
I was sorry to his wife filled. At this time his wife has died down, she look, side, said These are all of you? I said yes. She said well kind of, you did notyears. I asked her You do not ask me the number one property? His wife shook her head. I said I am ready to give you a birthday present. However, I feel that I have for you all to pay, what seems to send me a light. What do you want, I will agree the.
His wife shook her head As long as you and my son.
Shen my heart, she did not dare look.
Us go home, watch her give me birthday presents, a Japanese import Nissan cars, a mobile phone and a book, the wife has not received a lot of women present at the time of the kind of excitement. She sat next to mine, just gently for a fewmy white head. She said I always think of us move a few years ago, I remember that when there is time to move, my son was 7 years old, you pick up in my clothes, you do not at home, my son looked at a piece of clothing carefully stacked clothes put together, all of a sudden my question Mom, you love my father? I was distracted at that, I do not know how to answer the questions his son39s. Indeed, this issue is too confusing, let me, at that time I really do not know the inner world of how much you love life so that we put the cumbersome experience of all quickly forgotten, and sometimes suddenly felt very strange to us. At this time, his son said father love you, otherwise why would clean up the clothes for him.
Children in fact, whether or not the well-being of each family are the best witnesses. At that moment, I have a soft heart. To the mouth and pharynx, then down.
My evening lying in bed, unable to sleep for a long time. My eyes kept a small video that surfaced handsome young face. My courage. Jumps into the trembling, said I gave you so many gifts you can give me one? Came the slightest fear of his wife39s eyes. After a long time, she said I have nothing, what you give?
You know what I want, but some of you, only you Dolce Bag have.
And that is a long silence. I sat in bed, my wife39s eyes, staring eyes, her inner world filled with countless waves must, she knew what I wanted, she knew that such a gift to her was her whole life.
wife to give me a back, do not give me an answer.
After a long time, I long to hear his wife sighed, said something I will never forget the words I give you, as long as you happy.
I am speechless.
His wife, said If I can not give you happiness, it is also free you.
You hate me?
Do not hate, but there is regret. His wife39s voice, some choking, she strongly to conceal their inner world of pain.
In the future, what difficulties have you at any time can come to me, What do you want, you gave me.
I am nothing, I am a doctor, earned wages, so many want to do? Passbook keep my future son to college, and cars and go back to your cell phone, I do not need, if you really want to give me a , so you gave me a little time, time is the best gift. our whole marriage of 15 years, and I want you give me 15 days time, the country accompany me take a look at the place of our marriage, we are from the the beginning there, but also from the end there is also the operator of a worthwhile going.
I silently nodded his head.
The trip to the countryside all the way all my wife39s. She will not let me drive my car put on the home. Our departure from home, go to the train station by bus. His wife on the ground quick and neat cars accounted for two blocks. We sat side by side on board, after the car when the Zhongshan Square, the wife said to himself Do you remember when we did not go places, everyday evening meal you have come here to take a walk? Rain One night other people have to go home, only if we also take a walk in the rain. people have a way to watch us, they must think we are very romantic, in fact, are NOT our house. on the day that you, pointing to a room on-street light the light of a window fan, said give me time, I must give you belong to our own house. At that moment on, I determined to never want this life with you. Now we are … … the wife did not go on.
Some wet my eyes, my hands can not help gather about his wife39s shoulder.
Us to the train station, railway stations, so many people in the crowd pushed us to thewife tightlymy arm. Squeeze the side of my back, while tightly holding his wife and finally got to relax station. Sitting in the car, I can not help but think of the time when our marriage scene. At that time I just take part in the work of the near future, parents in the field, only one person at my Ben Thanh, and his wife decide to get married when only 30 pocket money to his wife even bought new clothes are not enough. Save his wife own the 200 and bought a new pot, give me a new set of clothes to buy. Treat our money, spent 30 yuan to go round the countrysidelife event they do.
Under the train, we are continuing by car to the county seat, and then there would be no cars can be sitting. We go a hurry, no time to tell people theNext, I looked around, think of what employed a tricycle, his wife said We go now. I heard this, he was shocked 10 Hill Road, many years, how go wow? his wife said In the past we do not often go? remember that I suddenly ill, the middle of the night fever, you go one night a few hours of road to give me medicine. us is not old, it has been a walk!
Long walk, go along the countryside at a moment on a sweat, feet aching, lumbar pain, the oldlooking for places to sit down. We walked all the way to stop all the way to do that speak, look at the scenery. Others are landscape.
Here from the city we live not far away, but as if to another world. Constantly on the road who have young girls to ride with us across from, behind the dust plume up, they looked at us curiously, we have carefully looked at them.the countryside, between the car in Britaingo to Britain, the young man proudly said loudly to get hold of! The girl sitting behind him firmly on the potential lover, clinging to the waist, my face in the thick paste back. Looked at not only some of my heart, inadvertently destroyed at the package on my arm. We linked arms on the road going in the countryside, more and more light more and more gentle pace.the countryside, between the car in Britaingo to Britain, the young man proudly said loudly to get hold of! The girl sitting behind him firmly on the potential lover, clinging to the waist, my face in the thick paste back. Looked at not only some of my heart, inadvertently destroyed at the package on my arm. We linked arms on the road going in the countryside, more and more light more and more gentle pace.
Unconsciously, overcast days and some down. If rain, and soon to rain onDown, and the greater the more the next. We hurriedly went to a roadside vegetable plots have set up the pits with grass shed, all on wet wives, some shake, I looked at her, a tender affection for rising from the bottom of my heart, I embrace her in his arms, James put her head off the grass stick, like a kitten-like wife meekly down at my legs, motionless, as if asleep. I know that she night, at the moment, her heart must keep surfacing in the world, to salvage the years gone, just as my own.
15 years, and those poor in the past days, our lives are very difficult but fun. Our dependency usually with oil through the small housemottled, heart filled with a lot of fantasy, which is the fantasy of every day our hope that we will have some kind of tacit understanding between.
But later, my courage, to jump into the sea, a few years hard work, I finally want to give my wife everything, but I am now about to lose her. I do not know how she would want to, but this is not my intention, I do not know why things will have to face this.
also under the rain, and lightning suddenly together, a ring skirr mine, the wife had to get hold of me, I also put a tighter embrace her, I feel that warm hands. Holding my wife39s face, some old wife39s face full of tears shed, I gently wiped his hands, his wife clinging to me and kissed my face, I kissed her affectionately, outside world away from us, we all live with each other on at this moment, I realized that, in fact, marriage is for two people with a mutual understanding, exchange, the impact of space, do not need too much house, just At heart a large piece of empty places, never to listen to her, watch her, her fans.
However, there will always be in front of the charming landscape, the temptation can not stop … …
That isevening, Grandma was pleased to raise meat, dumplings, while happy to tell jokes. Cooking for my grandmother to cook, eat non-stop when the grandmother picked the meat from the plate to bowl my folder, I can not help but peep at his wife several times, always think of when she put in the boxes left for me to eat meat I was hot. I think this is a home, although very simple, but luxurious in the city than our big house, the more like a real home.
Living in the countryside, Every day that goes by when the first came just want a quick return, but now I do not want to leave, and to do nothing the whole day, there is no contract, no phone, no dinner, my heart An safely and here on my own. Evening meals eaten every day sitting in the village under a treelook after those who are not beauty package girls had to walk the countryside is a happy thing, wife and I watch together, and with the comments. One day, another girl came, she looked at solely his, and said This is a bit like a small film Girl.
At this time, I do not know whose side the village of old-fashioned tape recorders first came years ago that the old The Flying Swallow, wearing, mid-spring to be here, I ask why it is to swallow, swallow, said spring here the most beautiful. I like to drink a mouthful of Chen on the ground floor of the old wine cellar for many years, sweet taste that people mind straight, I. Village at night, which put the first years of the old Shenyang, such as a sudden woke up like a float out of the number of pop songs, stream flow to go, but only in the mind stream, never will not be brought down into the bottom of their hearts. At this moment on, I suddenly understand just as pop music lover, she will only let you intoxicated moment, the wife is the first of the old Shenyang on the bottom of my heart, no matter how the years change, regardless of whether the youth is still that there is nothing can replace the kind of timeless love.
Want to pull my wife39s hand in hand, one can look back, the wife is no longer around, I do not know when she returned. I quickly go home, see his wife is packing up things, how to raise her back, This is to our country the first 7 days. His wife, said the company of so many things, or go back to you as soon as possible. Besides, you go back a few days with his son. Son of a big, when his father39s son, a man must give an example.
I strongly agreed. Originally, my people are talkative, but in front of his wife, I found what I was talking about the past is the concept of fantasy is, in fact, look away from the lives of the rich philosophy of the greatest writers and home are all happy and tragic story of the founder.
At night when we returned to Ben Thanh night, I felt as if a change of people.
My wife and I returned to our home, my wife, for better preparation bath.
Like a few days ago as we sat side by side in bed, his wife looked at me in silence, trying to say, I hold his wife39s hand I want to stay, I repeatedly thought of me a few days, you may be not the most OK, but it is most appropriate.
Flashing bright eyes of his wife39s tears true? You do not go, and I enjoy the home, although we have differences between the views, sometimes also strangers, but you are my wife, here are My family, I want to stay. unless I find a better woman than you, but I am afraid this is not likely. I have three main reasons First, there is no person more than you love my son. Second, you The past is a piece of white paper, you have only one story is my hero. Ben Thanh pretty and has a lot of talented women, but also many of their stories, men do not like the story of married women have to go home. Thirdly, when I married when you spend 30 yuan, 30 yuan will be able to flower now go home to marry the woman you have?
Men appear to have been evicted from their homes and women, in fact, are being evicted from their homes and their own.
His wife looked at me, laughed with tears.